Growth implies change

 No matter how we look at the world around us there are a couple of certainties other than death and taxes. The most prominent one is the prospect of change in our comfortable spaces. No matter who we are the very thought of change makes us shiver and become somewhat afraid. It does not matter whether the change is one that is sponsored by ourselves, such as a change in direction, home, living arrangement, career, etc or comes to us from an outside source COVID 19, restructure of work environment, new laws, etc. The very mention of the word creates division and this was understood by Christ as he spoke of the future to his disciples (Matt. 10.34-39). As Christians who have died to Christ (Rom 6.3-5) we must expect significant change in our lives, not only when we accept Christ but also when we continue with Christ in our lives.

In speaking about change we seem to accept the enormous change that Christ brings because we have died but wish to negate that change when it effects our more mundane lives. It is as if we believe that what ever spiritual or faith change is undertaken our secular and normal lives must remain unaffected. This is clearly not the answer as the Gospel passage indicates. Christ lets us know, in no uncertain terms, that the traditional place of comfort, the family, cannot remain the same when we take up the cross and follow Christ. If our safe place, our traditional place of comfort and security is no longer a safe haven to retreat to then how can we expect the world to be a safe place amidst change. The disruption that has occurred to our lives and the changes that must happen as we move forward into the unknown future must for us become a force that allows us to increase our resilience in the face of the inconsequential upheavals that we face on a daily basis. Just think of the changes in the life of Hagar and Ishmael faced in the wilderness when cast out by Abraham at the behest of Sarah (Gen. 21:14-21). The indication here is that no matter how cast out from our family we are God has a greater purpose that shows us a path along which we must strive.

We change our diet as we mature otherwise we do not grow

Any young person faces the challenges of change in the  formative years of their adulthood. In leaving home they must strive to find their place in an ever changing society and yes sometimes the challenges in this process of change are significant. At other times we shelter them from the raw experiences of life so that they can find safety in the bosom of their family but... It is a big but for even the family cannot shelter us in the long term. Just as we cannot expect in naivety that what we have always experienced will always remain the same. Christ calls us deliberately into something that changes leading us away from our comforts so that we too can change our own way of thinking to bring the Good news into those areas which are not ministered to as a result of our neglect. We often have to find a new way to express ourselves, away from that which is comfortable, how else can we spread God's love if we do not enter into new places. Remaining within the comfort of what we know and understand places us into the sheltered space. Yes, occasionally we have to place ourselves in that space but we cannot remain there or we will stagnate and die. A pond that does not refresh itself with a stream of water is likely to stagnate and die. If a herd of animals remained in one place they would stagnate and starve. We will not get the same ongoing sustenance if we remain in one way of thought and it is quite often the case that we also stagnate and die.

Even when we want to be fed we automatically want what we have had before or what we believe is life sustaining for ourselves. Once again we fall into a trap because if we are to grow we need to seek out new richness in the food that is provided. Like a child or a baby we require so much more than our initial serving. Baby food cannot sustain our growth into adulthood and so the diet is changed: can we expect any less with our faith journey? Christ calls us to grow into God's presence and life this is not something that can be done if we only have the food that sustained the beginning of growth. Any farmer knows that crops have to be nourished and as they grow they get different feed. This automatically means change, something we need not be afraid of or hostile to but rather open and encouraging so that we can get a fresh vision of God's path.

The education of charism

 Sometimes we think we can do it all.  I can undertake all the ministries in the Church and in the world.  All I have to do is put my hand up and I will be there. If we are excited to participate we jump all over the place and try and put our hands on the wheel, so to speak, in as many different places as we can. What happens is that we get ourselves mixed up and eventually cause a disaster as we tangle everyone else up. Christ sends his disciples out in a deliberate and calculated manner (Matt. (9.35-10.8 ff) having understood what was required.

At baptism we pray that the child / adult will be filled with the charisms of the Holy Spirit. If it is a child, I do not think that we expect him/her to jump up and speak in tongues immediately. These gifts take time to develop and come to maturity just as the child grows. The same is true for an adult, occasionally the gift manifests itself immediately but often there is a period of maturing and discerning before the full gift is manifest in the life of the individual. There are times when we need to set time aside and pray about our situation before undertaking a course of action. This is of course quite easy for a child as it has its parents and God parents to guide it in its first tentative steps towards making a decision in faith. But what of an adult, as we can be extremely impulsive especially when it comes to our likes and dislikes, our comforts and our intrusions, our future and our past. We have a tendency to see where others are not stepping up and feel that we need to fill the gap.  At the end of the day we become rag and bones because we are not doing what God wants us to do but what we want to do.

Only in listening and in harmony with God do we grow

There are a number of questions that we need to ask ourselves as we grow into our charisms and as we educate our children towards the next step in faith that they need to take. In asking these questions of ourselves we take a step back and allow God's Spirit to interact with us through prayer, contemplation and the discernment of others. We need to ask, Is this truly what God is calling me to and how am I to know that this is God's call on my life? In answering these or encouraging our children to answer these questions we actually have to do some work. It is not a question of "Oh this is what I think I want to do"  which is typical of children taking their first steps towards adulthood. It actually means that we have to sit down and discern where God is calling me. How? By listening to what others are saying and reflecting on our decisions, in relation to the choices that we are making. By spending quiet time with God and allowing God to speak (we so often speak and don't actually listen to God). By allowing God's Spirit to call to you in the quiet moments of your life. Only through such a process do we discern a true call into ministry.

We allow our children room to discover these options of listening through their lives if we are being true to our baptismal call. We go out of our way to encourage others to rightly discern the paths of God's Spirit in their lives through encouragement and listening. We are present to the other as sounding boards so that we discern with the community the charisms of our neighbours and our fellow sojourners in Christ. It will be Christ who leads us as he becomes manifest in our lives and as we are encouraged in the path of discernment for ourselves. Only when we recognise the Christ that is indwelling in our own selves will we understand the gifts of the Spirit and how we release them into the community. It is only when the gifts begin to help the other and encourage those who are lost that we can know that the Charisms of the Spirit are invigorating the community.

The rhizomic nature of faith

 We are as a Diocese and as a faith community being called out of our comfortable lives into something new. Abram in the Genesis story (Gen. 12.1-9) is called by God into a journey to a new place. It is not a comfortable call as it means that his current life and understanding will be shattered by answering this call. Family and friends will be left behind as he goes on a journey that is not only a discovery of self but also a discovery of faith. We too are asked to make that break with custom and comfort to move into a new place. Any immigrant or person who comes to a new land will tell you that there is a psychological displacement as well as a displacement in ones body and soul. The familiar turns into the unfamiliar or to put it simply robots turn into traffic lights and circles into roundabouts.

In turning to the offer of new life we are turning towards a step in faith not in legal understanding. The law of the Anglican polity would strangle us and make us bend to tradition. God however offers us the grace to develop according to his requirements not according to a law that creates anger and frustration (Rom. 4.15). We can see the effect of this in our current circumstances as the changes required frustrate the understanding of diocesan independence that is the tradition of Anglican politics and synodial bickering. The call to change is a call that reverts our understanding of church from a model of stasis to a model of growth. Relationships tend to grow in an organic manner as can be seen if we look at the e life found in social media. God's presence is a relational presence as we saw last week and is grown through new interactions in new spaces. Like any rhizomous plant that has inadequate room to expand will stagnate and not produce new growth so we as a rhizomous community stagnates within the concrete walls that we have created around us.

Can we become a rhizomic culture popping up in unexpected places?

 Christ calls not the righteous but the sinner in the first part of the gospel reading (Matt. 9.9-13). The expectation from those in the faith community was to call those who were righteous, aka the leaders of the synagogues and temple because surely this is where God is looking. In turning the expectations around Christ recognises that faith and growth is found in the corners and edges of formed community. The vibrancy of faith that can overwhelm all things, as expressed in the latter part of the reading (Matt. 9.18-26), is found outside the expectations of tradition and formal opinion. The early Christian community was a community that was on the edge of society and the predominant faith groups. The explosive growth of the Christian faith was borne out of the fringe before becoming the central edifice that it became. It is clear that it is to a certain extent losing that central position as its leadership, with few exceptions, no longer speak into the public sphere for fear of doing something that is against tradition and the 'faith'. Yet, Christ sets our example not tradition and Christ ministered on the margins of society. Surely it is then incumbent on us to follow Christ into the margins to find the Spirit that drives us towards God's central community of love. No longer should we hold to a vision that is crumbling in a modern society that is changing rapidly. Our vision must be one that God calls us to that elevates our journey to show how in an ever changing world the priority of love is a consistent state of being to draw us towards the sanctity of peace and the grace that God gives to us in love.