Giving our all for faith

 Habakkuk's cry (Hab.1:2-4) right at the beginning of the prophet's book appears to be that of ours in the modern age. All that we appear to hear about in our news is disaster in one form or another. If it is not natural in terms of storm fronts and droughts then it is violence in the form of war, crime and domestic. In our prayers we cry out to God in much the same way as do the people of Israel in Habakkuk's story. A wondering where God's presence is in the midst of disaster and calamity and yet for a people of faith we are not as reflective as perhaps we need to be (Hab. 2:1), wanting to continually do something but without waiting for God's presence. Does this mean that we just sit and wait until God decides when we should do something? By no means but it does mean that we do not rush in where angels fear to tread, which is what we often do as we become galvanised to do something, just anything. For the most part it is in waiting and discerning that we see the path ahead of us and in doing so we are able to festina lente or go fast slowly. We make preparations just as those in flood prone areas make preparations, or should do, in such a manner that we are prepared to act when our discerned path becomes visible in a manner that will attain our goal of bringing Christ to the community through our deeds and lived lives.

War and violence a part of the everyday lives we live

In proceeding to rush forward we are likely to miss the opportunity that has been presented. The process of discernment and wrestling with how we proceed needs often to be undertaken through prayer. Prayer that does not necessarily ask for a revelation but rather a way forward that makes us worthy of God's call upon our ministry and where that should be (2 Thess. 1:11). Sometimes we have no real idea how to proceed and require direct intervention in our lives. Zacchaeus may well have been feeling a bit frustrated, to say the least, when he found the innovative way to see Christ as he passed. (Lk. 19.1-4) and work out what all the frenzy was about. It was not about privilege but rather about finding away even if he had to debase himself. (Climbing a tree is not the best way of portraying yourself, especially for a man in the ME at the time). Yet, the outcome was an outpouring of the grace of God upon him as Christ is welcomed to his table that evening. Was Zacchaeus looking for such an outcome? I doubt it. The reality was that he ended up depriving himself of his profits (Lk. 19.8), which if we look at it from today's perspective, is illogical because we all want to be members of the rich or at least richer then we are. So was his haste detrimental, for him in some respects yes. Could he have festina lente and not deprived himself, yes probably.

However, if we actually consider Zacchaeus' actions and words and it would probably be the reverse of the obvious as so much of scriptural writing actually is. We actually have to enter into the mindset of the man rather than take at face value the account as it is written. If we do this Zacchaeus' actions are probably a result of his pondering and what to do with his status in life. Tax collectors are not the favourite people of the time and considering he is rich he probably was not well liked. The spontaneity of his actions in giving his wealth away may not be quite as out of the blue as the writing implies. We only see the spontaneity through the written account and know nothing of the brewing thought process, which was inevitably there in the background. The circumstances arose that his gesture of faith, in terms of the Hebrew scriptures, was presented to him in the form of a choice. He did not have to and I suspect a person not of faith would chosen not to make the decision to give back. Christ recognises the choice that has been made (Lk. 19. 9-10), which is directly in contra to the rich man of the previous chapter (The image of a child). Zacchaeus has the imagination to go beyond his riches. 

We have the time and resources to think and pray about our own situation to determine what Christ is calling us to rather than ploughing straight in to ministries and possible solutions that end up on the bench. We all want what is best for the life of Christ in the communities that we serve but sometimes we rush into solutions rather than discern what is right and where Christ / God is asking us to be. For us to be like Zacchaeus we need to have his faith filled mindset rather than that of the rich man's shallow understanding of faith and the journey we are inevitably on with God by our side.

The image of a child

 The imagination is a wonderful tool that can and should be developed in the very young. Unfortunately our society's norms suggest that we drum out such imagination through education and by feeding the younger generations an amorphous mixture of bland and 'pc' computer games / apps / etc. There is a reason for Christ to tell us to suffer the little children (Lk. 18:16) because they stimulate the imaginative side of our lives by the way they play and interact with each other. Faith requires us to have the imagination of a child. I and I am sure many of you also have been in churches where any form of disruption caused by kids racing around during the service is frowned on, rather than accepting the joy and love they project. If we cannot accept the imagination of a child it is very difficult to accept the concepts embedded in the faith journey as ably illustrated by the rich man (Lk. 18:18-23).

In our education we too often chase out the imaginative process so that we are left with a dry wrinkled prune of a life that is devoid of the touch of grace that comes from God's presence in our lives. Children epitomise for us the ideal of the imaginative life that is required within our faith journey. It is when we become stagnant within those lives that we begin to deny the exuberance of Christ's joy found in the rambunctiousness of  a child. Christ calls us into newness of life that is filled with joy and laughter but we so easily destroy that when we educate children and ourselves into the world's folly to conform with society's idea of the perfect life. In baptism we ask parents and sponsors to bring the child up into Christ holding the values of truth, honesty and imaginative purpose that brings difference and grace into the lives of the community. Our faith journey is one that is forwarded by the imaginative process rather than the rationality of science and the secular world of today.

The child's imagination is the world that we need in faith

Joel's prophesy tells of a future for the Israelites in terms plenteousness (2:23-34), a future that for the Israelites was abundant to the extreme requiring the imagination to engage beyond that which they would normally. A plenteousness that requires the insurance of abundance for all as the scriptures dictate. Christ mentions the main law to the rich person and receives the response that he has fulfilled all the requirements of the law and yet he lacks for he has not fulfilled the potential of ensuring that others receive more than they have (Lk. 18:20-22). The consideration of the other which is present in the prophesy of Joel is lacking in the imagination of the young man as for him this is beyond his understanding. The child willingly, unless taught otherwise, will share if encouraged to do so. They have the imagination to see this sharing as being beneficial to them as they receive love, attention and companionship. In doing so they fill the void found in the adult world where sharing brings hardship and thus hoarding is preferable. Yet, as Christians we are enjoined to follow the childish approach of sharing. The approach that we, inadvertently or not, steer our children away from by the way we behave and model. 

Our society has engrained within us the giving up of "childish" whims to become 'adult'. In bringing up children as Christians we are asked to overturn this in the life of the child to bring them up into a contrary manner to society. We are to encourage them to have faith in their imaginative processes so that they can see sharing and friendship of the other are the norm. Where peace and justice is a requirement of our lives and where the imaginative process engages with God and a Spirit filled life that emulates Christ. Yet, it is reasonably obvious that we fail this as we ourselves are devoid of the imaginative moment in our lives and therefore cannot transfer that to those that are young in faith. We fall back on the rhetoric of science and modern insight rather than our own imaginative processes. In order to overcome those things that denigrate our lives and our society we ourselves need to have the imagination to overcome the dullness of our lives and live to our fullest in Christ.

In their hearts

 God states that the days are coming when we will not have to say "Know the Lord" but that we will have God present in our hearts in such a manner that we do not have to learn to know God but that we will KNOW God (Jer. 31:33-34). Yet, in every way we go about our Christian journey, we are always bearing in mind a need to teach ourselves and our communities to "Know God" and moan when that teaching does not happen. Unfortunately, because we have to a certain degree adopted a modern secular thinking when it comes to anything to do with religious value, we absent ourselves from the knowledge of God. It is a problematic for today as we are schooled not to believe in things that cannot be proved through the scientific method. Even then we argue about what the scientific method's results mean interpreting each and every data point to our advantage.

Stone and cold hearts are transformed by God's presence

In our faith lives many of us live in an in-between world of faith and science with neither really taking hold unless it suits our purposes. Much of the time we pride our selves in our presence at 'church' and make an assumption that we are profoundly faith driven as a result. To a certain extent we need to make an effort to contemplate the parable regarding the pharisee and the tax collector (Lk. 18:9-14). The difference in attitude displayed correlates quite well with the two attitudes in today's society. We either treat our religious life as an extension of secular society (i.e. as a commodity) or secreted away from everyone and not shown.  In the first case we believe that through a pious attitude our demands are to be met and anyone else who does not agree can go elsewhere seeking their own commodity religion. The other way is that we hide our faith and believe ourselves not worthy of God's attention bumbling through life not expecting anything and when grace comes our way we brush it off.

It is the humility of the tax collector, the despised person, that attracts Christ's comments with regards who is deemed worthy and grace filled in the sight of God. This is the person who has taken to heart the requirements that are laid out in scripture (reminding ourselves that for Christ and those writing in what we call the NT this means the Hebraic scriptures). In this case the tax collector has the law written within his heart as God prophesies in Jeremiah (31:33b) and is demonstrated by Christ for us. It is this state of being that we must portray or rather live into as we live our lives in our communities. We are too familiar with the attitude of the pharisee in this day and age with examples from within both the Anglican denomination and the wider faith world.

One of the truisms from the Gospel is how well it encapsulates the everyday life of human beings irrespective of the milieu in which we live or look at. We have this idea, today, that we should get something immediately and if it does not come we give up. However, if we persist with our asking, attempting, etc, we get to the end point. In the first part of Luke's 18th chapter there is a story of persistence ((1-8), which you might find strange in terms of what we are talking about. This story tells us that despite our despair about not getting it right immediately and turning away or being tempted into the situation of the pharisee should we persist in the manner of Christ we will eventually turn things about. We know that often times in life it is our persistence that pays off in the long term. We find that doing those things that are closer to God comes at a cost in today's world, a cost in negativity and despair, yet should we persist in being as Christ to the community it will in the end pay off, not only for us but also for the community in which we live as we begin to change attitudes and behaviours.  This is the gospel story being played out in our lives to the fulfilment of God's dreams.

Thanking God

 It is often the case nowadays that the words 'please' and 'thank you' are forgotten in our normal standard conversations. If we then take that into the world of faith I believe that they went out the window a long time ago. Our prayers and our supplications often sound like demands of God rather than a seeking of God's grace to come into our lives and when that grace settles upon us we are too often either upset or astounded to ever think of giving thanks and praise. I indicated briefly a couple of weeks ago that the leper had a deeper significance in the psyche of the Rabbinic interpretations than the straightforward interpretation we place on it today. Perhaps, when we look at the ten lepers in the story from Luke (17:11-19) we can look at it from the point of view of relationships and their worth within the eyes of faith.

Due to how we have consistently seen leprosy purely as the disease we find it difficult to think of it as an indication or analogy of dis-ease within our lives. A dis-ease that places us outside of the community through our lack or mis-understanding of the situation in which we find ourselves. Too often we feel ashamed of who we are as members of a faith group (2 Tim 1:8) and in not making ourselves known through thought, word and deed we suffer dis-ease in the world around us. We are masks that are worn so that people will not feel uncomfortable around us and accept us into their company. We are relying on our own wiles and ingenuity rather than allowing the grace of God to carry us in any situation that we can conceivably be placed into. We are dis-eased from our knowledge of God and Christ's presence in our lives to show a shadow of our selves to others. In doing so we begin to fall away from God and Christ as we take on the persona of the secular society in which we live and the glories of God fade from our lives.

Giving thanks in a spiritual life graced by God

We can only grow comfortable in our faith personas if we actually wear them continually and not the mask that we habit each day to face secular society. We seem to have lost the impetus that was there in the early part of the journey and have now come to a long lonely struggle as if we are going or are in exile. Like the Israelites in exile we mourn as no one comes to the faith being led astray from our purpose by the prophesies of the modern age (Jer. 29:8). We are perhaps not as vigorous in our defence or as prayerful as perhaps we should be not seeking and not knocking (Jer. 29:12-14). In our PC climate we seem to be unable to express our emotions and our absolute faith in claiming retribution against a culture that denies our very beliefs and faith. Yet, we too are to blame as we have sunk into a sort of semi-comatose posture when it comes to our faith journey, without joy and thanks for the endeavours that God has given to us however hard they appear to be. 

The thing that commands our attention at the end of the day is the outsider, the Samaritan leper, who turns back and is reconciled by giving thanks to God and Christ for his acceptance back into society. Yes, the leprosy is cleansed but it is much more than that it is an easing back into the embrace of God and the re-start of the lapsed faith journey. We give thanks for what God has done for us when we realise how badly we have fallen on the road by relying upon our own self indulgences and our own thoughts. We need to judge our own faith progress and not place obstacles in the way of others. Christ only requires that we fulfil the law and give thanks to God for his grace to come to us and cure us of our ills. We need to like the psalmist claim our joy to God (Ps 66:1) that despite being led astray by society God has led us into a new place. Let us give thanks to God for the grace that enables our lives to be filled with the truth of God's love for us and those we form community with. We change society violently with an aggressive love that tells only the truth and not the lies that society would have us believe. Only then can we begin to thank God for the resurgence in our faith that forms around a community that is filled with spiritual prayers and supplications living a life that is formed in Christ and not in our conception of the moral dimensions of human life.

Small faith for large response

 In Lamentations the prophet Jeremiah laments the loss of faith in the city of Jerusalem and its peoples dispersal into exile (Lam 1:1-6). Even the roads mourn as no one comes to festival to show their faith through song and dance (Lam 1:4). The inhabitants of Judah and Israel are now cut of from God in their faithlessness. Perhaps, a commentary on today's world that is focussed on the human here and now and not on the possibilities that come with faith. Since the enlightenment and our turn to science so has our faith become side lined from our lives. Faith is no longer a concern and when we do talk about faith we speak in terms of institutions of faith such as churches and other places of worship. It is as if we have scientified our world so much that we cannot but breakdown what we believe into relevant small chunks. Chunks that can be dissected and held up against a specified standard as a measure. For example, Mother Theresa or some other well known personage is the standard to which we must live.

The smallest packs the biggest wallop

Yet, in the Gospel the only measure is the smallest grain that was known at the time, a mustard seed (Lk 17:6). In this day and age we want the biggest and the best but Christ points out that it is the smallest amount of faith that can do the greatest deed. Unfortunately we have obscured even that small amount of faith within our lives by succumbing to the ultimate understanding of a scientific world view. In such a view we can no longer even have the smallest amount of faith for that will be obscured by our own beliefs and our own understanding of how the world works. We are to a certain extent like those who are railed against in the psalm for we are the ones who have burnt down the towers of the land of faith and have razed the foundations (Psalm 147:8). We no longer are able to understand what the faith journey is about as we have a tendency to try and fit it into a scientific paradigm. We can go on courses to achieve an abundance of faith or find a multitude of resources that will point our way along the path of faith. This is canned faith this is not what God and Christ entice us towards. Faith has to be a struggle for knowledge and understanding that changes our hearts to those that are Christlike. John of the Cross and others have written about the journey of faith not in a scientific manner but in a faith manner a style that is beyond most of us today. The faith that changes everything in the world is a seed that grows in Christ's love and God's presence. It is not something that can be bought over the shelves of a supermarket or exchanged because it has not done anything for me. 

It is through grace that we manage our faith not through our own efforts. Grace that has been given to us in Christ. We do that which is commanded of us through our baptism and acceptance of Christ in our lives what we do not do is laud ourselves believing that we are better than others for we are slaves to the cross not to the world. We have forgotten or we are unaware that like anything else faith is built up from a base and solid foundation. If we think about it a small amount we can see that Christ in talking about the mustard seed speaks to the smallest grasp of the foundation of a life that is built on the foundation of faith. In modern terminology we know the power of an atom, aka atomic bomb and nuclear reactions both fission and fusion, which is equivalent to the mustard seed in modern physics. It is also amongst the smallest building blocks of life and this is the power that Christ is referring to when he speaks about faith. Our primitive understanding has not advanced any further than when the disciples heard this story. There have been some who have been able to go beyond but we are caught in a perpetual cycle of unknowing in terms of faith. We can only begin with the basics of prayer, discipline and love to prepare the foundation and build. Our issue, as it is so many times when speaking about faith, is that the rationale understanding that comes with science blinds us to the irrational understanding that comes with faith. To live our lives in faith means that we must give over almost every rational process that binds us to the modern world. We must rely solely on God and the grace of Christ to ensure that we live as Christ has shown and as God demands; in love and charity contrary to the world in which we live.