Have you ever thought to yourself as you are standing doing something for the Church: "This is weird"? I suspect that often many young people look at the church and think the same thing with perhaps the ongoing comment "You will never catch me doing anything like that." Yet, at the end of the day some of us who are older will at times look at what youngsters get up to and mirror those same thoughts. If we went back a hundred years and not even that our parents and grandparents at our age would have been saying the same thing. It happens in every generation as each of us explores the new fresh expressions of life that we engage in. Things that our parents and grandparents would never do let alone even contemplate doing. If we truly think about it in any way Mical's reaction (2 Sam 6:16) to David's dancing before the Lord is this same thing that each of us have had. Her displeasure with David is often the same reaction we get in seeing something we think is a bit weird or not in accord with what we presume to be our tradition. It may not be quite as virulent as is implied but that to can also be a reaction for some.
I can perhaps see the reaction of some in our pews to the idea of what amounts to an exuberant dance occurring in the aisle or chancel of our churches. Yet, God calls us to exhibit a kind of weirdness to the community and sometimes we need to extend that weirdness to the raucousness of David's dance. It is not that we should abandon everything that we have done or are doing it is perhaps that we need to extend our worship and praise, as well as what we do in the community, in alternate directions which we think are weird. For some, that may be extending worship into a new format, say, Taizé or plays or dramatic readings or, dare I say it, dance in the eucharistic service. These may seem novel or unusual for many of us and thus weird but others may feel comfortable and be drawn into an alternate expression of our spirituality. Interestingly far more younger people than older people enjoy the stillness induced by the Taizé service rather than the traditional form of worship. Like Mical we are sometimes so bound to what we know and what we think that we are unable to encompass something that seems strange to us but may well be an attraction to others.
In taking on something new we must proceed with a certain amount of caution because in our willingness to please we may end up in circumstances which are both controversial and against the way we wish to go (Mk 6:26). It is not about just jumping in and going for it. Rather there is a certain amount of discernment involved. Yes, we may well be called into the extraordinary but we need to be sure that this is actually where God wants us and not just another thought bubble on our part. If it is a thought bubble on our part then the likelihood is that everyone will look down on us and move away. If on the other hand it is something that comes from God and matures in the wisdom of God's presence then those who are ashamed by it will be out numbered by those that come to celebrate the new life that the idea, worship or whatever brings to the community. To often we are amongst those that decry a new idea to bring joy into the heart of our community. Simply because it is new, its unknown and also because we are loath to change.
We have an exceptionally hard time when it comes to new ideas. We would prefer things that we have done previously or even those things that we have seen others undertake. Why are we scared of taking on something new? Why are we hesitant about answering God's call into something new? We have a belief that we will belittle ourselves or that we will make fools of ourselves much as Mical thinks David is doing. We are too embarrassed or ashamed about what others think and so we prevent ourselves from taking on a new idea, a new style of worship, a new understanding of what God requires of us. We are presented with ideas to further our understanding of God, how we worship, how we interact with others to bring God's love into the world and yet we refuse to undertake that which is possible. This is due mainly to fear. We have not grasped what Paul understands with regards to the pledge of the Holy Spirit (Eph. 1:14). Everything is possible in Christ and in the presence of the Holy Spirit only we are embarrassed to embrace what we are called into. We are too concerned about what other people, like Mical, will think of us which may result in our egos being damaged and not what God wants of us. Let us answer God's call into what we think is wierdness only to discover God's glory and love.
